Monday, September 14, 2009

我的手指會笑


之前我的尾指會張開血盤大口,甩手時還會有節奏地說話.

兩個星期前,8月31我的尾指在自告奮勇地帶人去看工地時差點成仁...剛割到時痛苦還沒覺得,只是血流了三層樓,有點浪費...

在工地千萬千萬要小心,抬頭低頭看,莫像我,一失足險成斷指恨.

兩星期的球監,今天開胡了.拖著幾公斤的贅肉,又有顧忌,打得很差,反正娛樂而已.

除了感恩還是感恩,因為尾指還接在我手上,而且我的的確確上了寶貴的一堂課!照片里的傷口已愈合,只是斷層的皮好像慶幸的咧笑...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

一年就這麼過去了...

不容易阿,時間好像越來越遠的時候,夢想卻未越來越近...

不想檢討,還是要檢討.

不想灰心,就要學會積極.不會積極,就先學會不灰心.

this year achievement:
1) found a lovely nice gal friend (finally, thanks God!)
2) advanced my photographing skill
3) started prision ministry - preach in malay (nightmare but good exp)
4) founded
5) slowly pickup the travel business

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

KK Trip I m Coming!!

gonna leave the haze-haunted city, fly over to kk and begin the tour i have been dreaming ages:

itinerary as following:
1) pulau tiga (survivor island)
2) snake island
3) white water rafting
4) kk mountain!!

this time, i go together with another 30+ members of church, and two fellows (fab & shawn) come all the way from australia. wat a combination, ok it's a biz, but also a reunion, a break away, a time to further relationship, a time to refresh & recharge...

cant wait for it to come... pls no phone call to my hp since then (unless from sydney)... keke

看我會怎樣?

如果我倆在australia久別後再次重逢,妳說很難會想像妳會有怎麼反應.

如果是我,我一定會很仔細的再一次地注視妳,把妳在我心中的影像再次深刻.然後,把妳拉去我身邊,不讓妳走開(那時周圍應該很多人吧).

而妳呢?以我對妳的了解,會傻傻羞澀的笑,好像春天里最燦爛的百合...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Australia... too far away

two months ago, i never expect things to move into the unexpected way...

swine flu, 120 new cases each day in australia. those overseas students who return to malaysia for holidays, tend to bring along something else... not a relief but virus that means quarantine for at least 14 days.

life is unpredictable, as simple as a trip to australia can be unpredictable too. 14 days from now, i supposed to be on the plane, will end up where else?!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Book Review 2: 馬鈴薯湯教會



這個世界上完美的教會存在嗎?我不知道,但我知道一所讓人感到幸福的教會--就是馬鈴薯湯教會.

「教會讓我覺得好幸福」「我幾乎天天待在教會」「我好愛我的牧者,還有我的會友」

這些可能已經久違了,很珍貴的贊語,在馬鈴薯湯教會中卻普遍的令人驚訝.對本來只是路過的作者來說,會友和牧師之間以「尊敬」及「幸福」連接的關係,是一種很新鮮的衝擊.而且這教會,沒有自己的會堂(租來很有限的商業大樓甚至被賣馬鈴薯湯店家大大的招牌給遮住),沒有總會支持,但所作的工作卻恩澤了許多國家,震撼了千萬人的心...包括了作者本身,他承認自己從一開始的禮拜徒,變成了幾乎天天都在教會渡過的事奉者.更重要的是,馬鈴薯湯教會成了一個幸福及喜樂教會的典範及鐵証,這足以敲醒許多消極的,疲憊的教會領袖.

這本書成書的目的不是批判其他教會,而是證明了說明了一間好教會的存在.或者用別的讀者的話會更貼切,“這本書不是要告訴我們這才是間「像樣的教會」,而是讓我們發現原來教會也可以是「長這樣」”.《馬鈴薯湯教會》的影響力可大可小,可以小到只把它當成一個令人感動的故事,也可以大到讓你願意在你的教會和自己身上,實現愛的奇蹟!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

REMARKABLE

REMARKABLE is...

Being unafraid to stand out.
Having a fire in your belly and an idea that wont quit.
Telling the truth, always.
Knowing that a risky idea may fail but a boring idea will definitely fail.
Failing often and then trying again.
More doing and less planning.
More testing and less waiting.
More dreaming and less sleeping.
When you stand for something and make it happen and change the world, life - along the way.
Is not up to you. When something you do is worth remarking on, then, by definition, it's remarkable.
------<> Seth Godin (http://sethgodin.typepad.com/)

What's my saying of "REMARKABLE"? Above maybe right, but i have more points to add on. Doing God's work is remarkable, undeniable. Amazing serving God, the creator & king of the universe, nothing would be more honourable, despite it means as tiny as cleaning the house of Lord sometimes. And guess what, most of the time, God'll ask us to step out from the comfort zone, doing something seemingly to be out of our capability, ie tearing down the walls of Jelicho, fighting the Goliath in the past.

"Never unafraid to stand out", i've been trying that all times, i guess it explains why i went through a lot of disappointing times, failures. I rather people recognized me as "a man die of trying, but not waiting"..

Friday, April 10, 2009

我的禱告生活

衛斯理約翰每天花兩小時禱告,他說因為工作太多,所以他必須先用幾個鐘頭禱告,然後才能做好工作。

馬丁路德也宣告說:「我有那麼多的事務,以致我每天若不花三小時去禱告,便應付不了。」

他們很忙,我也很忙.

然而,我一天的禱告多長多久?

5mins? 10mins? 15mins? 20mins?

....

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Founded!! Young Adult Fellowship!!



27/3(五)美里懷恩堂第一次初成團契正式宣布成立!!

it's a history making moment, a beginning of new chapter, and we expect it to continue to run as long as the Hwai En Church still exist!! the first gathering was a simple one, 29 attendance, and not as grand as some may imagine. my only prayer for her is that she'll be a blessing for the young adult group and the church. not only in relationship building, but spiritual growth, and more leaders will come out under the umbrella, and contribute to the local churh and community.

At least "1 worship, 1 prayer meeting, 1 education, 1 ministry", we are young adults, should be more mature and more demanding for our own well-being.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Young Adult Fellowship!!

YAF i m coming, the historical moment will begin next friday (27/3). our 1st gathering, pray tat God will be among us, empower us to do His will with the new fellowship.

now YAF calling for those who wanna pursue God's kingdom with commitment. everyone can make a difference...

now left with the junior sunday school class, then i can fulfill my christian education's target liao... thanks God!!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Book Review 1

掏心集—寫給年輕的你
林治平教授


以為這本書是為女友而看的──好看的話要介紹給她.結果閱完花了四天的時間,發覺到好多新道理.不愧是前中原大學人文與教育學院院長,聽他的講課一定很有趣.上次有幸在紐西蘭參加他作為主題講員的營會,只可惜沒好好與他攀談.

最喜歡他「E時代給我們什麼」的段落,當E替人記憶,替人思想,替人下決定,替人作工,這時候人還有存在的價值及意義嗎?其次是關於杏林子的描繪,她笑看痛苦的態度,很激勵人心.

所以,你問我會介紹給朋友嗎?我說我會.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Our 1st Development Project



ps: both chinese/english logo r done by me :-p...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

男人太晚為人父 傳影響小孩智商

(路透香港9日電)澳洲研究人員所做的研究報告顯示,父親為人父的年紀較長,孩童在嬰兒期及幼年時期接受智力測驗時,表現似乎較差。

相反的,研究發現,母親年紀較年長的孩童在相同的測驗成績較為優異。智力測驗是設計來測量一個人的思考與判斷能力,包括專注力、學習能力、記憶力、言語以及閱讀能力。

最近幾份研究已發現父親的年紀與孩子特殊健康問題的關聯,包括出生畸形和癌症,也包括自閉症、精神分裂症等精神疾病。

今天發表的這份研究,研究人員分析3萬3437名1959至1965年在美國出生的孩子, 在8個月大、4歲、7歲接受智力測驗所得的數據。中央社(翻譯)

ps: 不如我們快點結婚生孩子吧?!

Ian's 10 topmost challenges in 2009

1) complete the discipleship class as one of the tutors.

2) found the young adult fellowship & junior sunday school class.

3) treat small gf nicely so that our relationship will become deeper n merrier with the time. (tat she will consider marrying me.. :-p)

4) make minda travel agency a heart-winning n profit-making service company in miri.

5) make halo cafe the most happening cafe in miri, famous for its good service, atmosphere n more importantly, food & beverage.

6) always keep the bedroom tidy, and thumb up for personal hygiene and presentation.

7) be a good son in the family, avoid quarreling with parents, n treat them nicely and also future parents-in-law.

8) save up to 50k income p.a!

9) read at least 10 religious n spiritual books.

10) grow in cellgroup's number from 8->12!!

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Friday, March 6, 2009

獻給我最親愛的女朋友

Talking about YouTube - 吳奇隆 - 祝你一路順風
 

到了異鄉,好好讀書,好好照顧自己哦!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Thanksgiving



God, thank you for everything, thank you for bringing her to me, thanks for the caring, happiness, love and passion she brought to me. thanks for the promise in bible :'Passing through the valley of Weeping they make it a place of springs; Yea, the early rain covereth it with blessings.' (psalm 84:6)

Friday, February 27, 2009

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Stop... Slow Down... or Go?

STOP - 當我知道不能給女生幸福時

SLOW DOWN - 當我知道還不能給女生最好時

GO - 當我知道我已預備好給女生最好時

只是知道詮釋,卻不知道哪個配合我的處境,真煩惱...

Saturday, February 21, 2009

很有深度,很有意思的十句話

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步

我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句

有时候 不是对方不在乎你

而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的

就是那些 该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情

只是一种避免被伤害的工具

(quoted from online sources..)

我怎麼知道我喜歡妳

當我發覺

    我可以一連下去與妳談上三小時而意猶未盡
    與妳談話的聲調異常溫柔
    手機收到訊息時總幻想是妳捎來的
    車上時手握駕盤卻直想著妳
    聽到妳收到別人花朵就會鬱悶
    別人提到妳名字時會暗喜
    約妳出去的時間似乎永遠不夠

我就知道   我的的確確喜歡上了妳

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

距離

覺得不錯 和 喜歡
看似一呎之遙
有些人究其一身跨越不到

喜歡 和 深愛
看似千里之外
有些人卻輕易白馬過橋

如果可以

如果可以的話
我想今天就成為妳的男友
明天就可以牽著妳的手
後天可以去見妳的家人
一個月後訂婚
一年後可以結婚

妳疑惑地問
為什麼不在一天內擁有這些呢
我說 因為我需要
時間去消化這些狂喜的震撼

Friday, February 13, 2009

停在交集

不管是出發或退後,在時間的點上都只是瞬間的客...

你我相遇,是線的交集,
擦出的一點火花叫曖昧,之後的平行才叫愛情...

我們都不該停下腳步,就讓我們的方向決定我們的故事...

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